I NEED YOU JESUS!!!

I am bound & determined to grow in Christ more and more each day! No more slacking any at all ever! and i know Satan is gonna have a problem with that but i just don't care..the battle for my soul has been won and i'm living for the Victor!I'm so sick of being lukewarm...and not filling my day with Him like i should..I want to be so wrapped into the Bible and His Word that if i dont have it, i am completely lost.I want for Him to be my everything..my dreams, my love, my life, my laughter, my tears, my pain, my mountaintop, my valley, my friend, my lover, my Father, my EVERYTHING!!! I want Him, and i want Him now.